lol. [16 Dec 2002|09:56pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Hoobastank; Pieces ] "Artifical Flavor" The words you say leave me stiff and still. Your anger swells my hands and numbs my mouth. I don't want you to get mad at me again, so I'll say it's all my fault. I know he's leaving. It's not fair. I now he's leaving, and it's not fair. You never gave me the chance to say "I care". Im going to pack up your things and forget about 'you and me'. I'll throw them in the water and let them sink to the bottom of the sea. You're pushing everything away, and it's so hard to let go. Now i'm just the loser you forgot about 3 weeks ago. yeah, yeah, yeah he's leaving and it's not fair. yeah, yeah, yeah he's leaving and i know it's not fair. You never gave me the chance to say "I care". and when he walks away, I'll cherrish every track he leaves behind. I'm fucking up again this time. and when he leaves, I'll tell him I love him , so theres no hard feelings between me and you. It'll seem like I dont mean it, but inside those feelings are true. blah, blah, blah those feelings are true. xoxo; gaby [1] in the backseat !accidents happen

[02 Dec 2002|06:17pm] "Your Last 'Fuck You'" Like I would get the chance to sit next to you and tell you how I feel. I would just fuck up like I did the last time. You'd just say "fuck you!", but somehow it would feel alright. I'm alright. So why don't you just.. throw me in the water! and say your goodbyes. That's the only thing that will keep me alive. Just throw me in the water! So I won't have to sit next to you too, just say your last "fuck you." Give me your last stare before the waves reach over my head. Watch me as I die, and just keep watching when I'm dead. Even though I fucked up like I did the last time, I'm not giving up because somehow I'm feeling alright. I'm alright. So why don't you just.. throw me in the water! and say your goodbyes. That's the only thing that will keep me alive. Just throw me in the water! So I won't have to sit next to you too, just say your last "fuck you." Hey, hey, hey, hey just say your last "fuck you" Hey, hey, hey, hey I'll hate you too. yeah, and even though I didn't get what I asked for.. It'll be okay for a little bit, I guess. xoxo; gaby accidents happen

[29 Nov 2002|12:11am] [ mood | awake ] [ music | "Superman Can't Walk" by Good Charlotte ] Bringing a Gun to School This shiny weapon, will keep my safe. I've got your life in my hands. DON'T FUCKING PISS ME OFF TODAY! One pull of this trigger, and all of you are dead. I love this rush of adrenaline. I picture the scene inside my head. Seeing you fall to the floor. Won't equal what you did to me. You point, and then you laugh. But all of you will see. This gun doesn't know me, but he knows what I've been through. He's been through this many times before. And now it's time for you. What are my reasons you ask? Fuck you. You're the fool. This is what will happen, when I bring my gun to school. __// A Brittany creation accidents happen

[28 Nov 2002|11:53pm] "Put Me In A Coma, Please" The words come out of your mouth, and slide of your tongue. You speak to the girl next to me on the bus. You say, "really baby, I'm inlove." And at this point, I'd love to cut your fucking tongue out, and stab her in the heart. My stomach feels nautious has the bus hits the curb. I hide my face as the tears roll. This is how bad it hurts. I picture him, and his lips are on mine. We lay there, just ignoring time. Our hearts control the lust that we share, but it's obvious you don't care. You take this image out of my head, and spit on it. Let's pretend I'm dead for a while, so I can forget this. And once I wake up, I'll wipe the sweat off my forehead, and push you aside. I'll wipe the tears from under my eyes, and I'll start a new life. xoxo; gaby accidents happen

a sucky poem of mine... [25 Nov 2002|09:05pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | X-TiNa __ ` * <33 DiRRty - ] this one doesn't really have a title yet...i wrote it today and im definitly not too fond of it... --------------------------- my heart has been bruised so sad and so true what did i do to deserve the pain of this love burn? i got shit, nothing in return i need you out of my life you've already put me through this twice what i was blind to before i now can see you never even really loved me. - * x0; emily accidents happen

[24 Nov 2002|09:57pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | "Sliced Paper Wrists" by Poison The Well ] "Suck On It, Bitch" I try to turn on the light, but you pull me down. You stick your tongue in my mouth, I can not make a sound. Tearing off my clothes, my face is full of tears. I try to struggle and escape, but you don't fucking care. You pin my arms back. and have your way with me. Why are you doiung this? I feel so dirty... Seconds pass like hours, just laying on the couch. Pressed against me, your lips upon my mouth. Were you trying to do me a favor? by stripping me of my pride? No one came to help me, while I sit and cried. I wrote out help to you. I carved it in my arm. But I guess you chose, to ignore my silent alarm. I was the victim, but now I am to blame. When you ask me about your father, I don't even know his name. __// A Brittany creation accidents happen

as you can see, this song is the title of this page. haha. [24 Nov 2002|09:47pm] Elmers Glue Cannot Glue My Pieces Together I think I know wht Jesi was thinking last friday afternoon. I asked what was wrong, he said nothing, ofcourse. And then he said we were through. (yeah, he said we were through) His long black hair was blowing in the breeze, he looked so pretty that day. I asked what was wrong, he said nothing, ofcourse. And then he walked away. Forever broken, forever broken. When you're going away, tel me where you're going. Forever lonely, forever lonely. Before you leave, please tell me that you love me. His skin so smoothe, his eyes so wide. When he looks at me, I feel warm inside. I know what he was thinking when he left that afternoon. The last thing he said was "I'll call you soon" Forever falling, forever falling. Talk to me, so I know when you're calling. Forever broken, forever broken. When you leave, please tell me where you're going. Forever lonely, forever FUCKING lonely. Before you leave, please tell me that you love me. And I think i know what Jesi was thinking last friday afternoon. He got on the train, I saw him go, he left a minute too soon. (yeah, he left a minute too soon.) Forever broken, forever broken. When you go away, tell me where you're going. Forever lonely, forever lonely. Before you leave, please tell me that you love me. xoxo; gaby. accidents happen

lyrics journal! [24 Nov 2002|02:31pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Radio // Commercials ] this is gonna be our band Ben's Basement's lyrics journal. look at our user info if you wanna get to know us :D add us + our other journal 2 ur friends list if u'd like. -Emily accidents happen

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